Perchance to Dream
East Blue Hill’s Robert Taylor Has A New Novel and a Great Life
By Jennifer Osborn

“I love every second of it. I wouldn’t want to do anything else.”

—Robert Taylor


In his book-lined study at his East Blue Hill home, Robert Taylor writes his novels and short stories by hand, then types them into a computer. Taylor will launch his latest  book with a reading at the Blue Hill Library Saturday, June 15.
staff photos By Jennifer Osborn

BLUE HILL—A Texan living in East Blue Hill is fulfilling his lifelong dream of writing.

Perhaps just as wonderful, the writing is getting published.

Robert Taylor’s third novel—“All We Have Is Now”—was just released by St. Martin’s Press.

Taylor will launch the book with a reading at the Blue Hill Library on Saturday, June 15.

Then he is off to the West Coast to give more readings, followed by an appearance at the Bangor Public Library July 9.

In the fall he will tour other regions of the country.

“I love every second of it,” he said of his writing career. “I wouldn’t want to do anything else.”

The idea for “All We Have Is Now” came to Taylor after Matthew Shepard was murdered.

Shepard was a gay 21-year-old Wyoming student who was beaten to death by two men in 1998.

“I started wondering how such a thing could happen, and what it would mean for the people who were left behind,” Taylor said.

But, Shepard’s death was just the seed, he said. “It became an entirely different story.”

It is the story of Ian McBride, an older actor who has already dealt with the loss of a longtime lover to AIDS. After more than a decade alone, he and a younger man, also an actor, fall in love.

The young man becomes the victim of a hate murder while visiting his family in Texas.

The book is about “coming to understand life, love, death and grief,” Taylor said.

Taylor said he had briefly considered obtaining the transcripts of the 1999 Shepard trial, but decided he did not want to be bound by what had happened.

“I decided to create a believable trial myself,” Taylor said.

To that end, he asked for help from friends, one a Bangor trial lawyer and the other a Hollywood screenwriter.

The trial lawyer explained the basic steps of a murder trial to Taylor.

The novel’s characters did the rest of the work.

The process of writing, in fact,  is the process of discovering who the characters are, he said. He thinks of  himself more as a medium for the work than its creator.

“You think of yourself as writing this,” said Taylor. “You think you’re the author? No. You’re making yourself available for the story to come to you.”

When he was writing the murder trial, Taylor said, it just “roared” out of him.

It took him nine months to write “All We Have is Now.” He writes his first drafts longhand on a yellow legal pad, revises, then revises again while typing the manuscript into a computer.

When the book was finished, he sent it to the screenwriter for a critique.  It turned out the screenwriter had just finished serving as jury foreman on a murder trial.

Taylor drew on his experiences living in Washington, D.C. and Texas, as well as his knowledge of acting, acquired in his youth.

“All We Have Is Now” won’t be his latest publication for long. Puckerbrush Press in Orono will publish a collection of his short stories and a novella, titled “Revelation,” in the fall.

He has written two more novels, yet to be published, and is at work on his sixth.

His first novel, “The Innocent,” was published in 1997.

Taylor wrote and edited  for several magazines for twenty years. He described that experience as helpful in his life as novelist.

Working on a magazine, “there was always a deadline… always something that had to be done,” he said.

With that experience to aid him, Taylor doesn’t wait for “inspiration to fall out of the sky.”

If he is having trouble writing, he will work through a manuscript—not rewriting so much as re-examining.

Taylor considers rhythm to be one of the most important elements in a work of fiction.

Because his prose is simple and straightforward, he said, a story’s rhythm is what gives it emotion.

In the scene in which McBride learns of his lover’s death, for instance, the prose is a choppy succession of pain-ridden one- and two-word sentences.

Taylor, who was born in 1940, was a U.S. Army captain from 1963 to 1967. He served in Vietnam and received a Bronze Star.

“All We Have Is Now” will be the editor’s selection for August for “Insight Out,” a gay book club.

Saturday’s reading at the Blue Hill Public Library will begin at 1 p.m. and will be followed by a reception at Blue Hill Farm Country Inn.

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